Monday, September 13, 2010

雍和宫 - The Lama Temple

Last week, I was taking the subway home from the Beijing version of Best Buy when my line stopped at the Lama Temple (雍和宫). As one of the largest and most important lamaseries in the world, this temple had always been on my to-do list here in Beijing, especially after taking multiple Chinese history courses throughout my time at Yale. But somehow, in the midst of studying and running around to China’s many other tourist spots, I had yet to make it there. Thankfully, I had a free afternoon and my camera on me, so I spent the next two hours wandering around the various halls and courtyards that comprise this Buddhist temple, (photos below).

I was fascinated by the history of the temple; so often, I am overwhelmed when I read about a historical site in Beijing, and then am able to go wander around that very same place. Perhaps this is why I get chills when I step onto Tiananmen Square each time. So much of China is based in tradition that walking down the street to run an errand can be just as much a cultural experience than it is a chore. For example, people, especially the elderly, practice Tai Chi each morning in the parks, while others paint calligraphy on the sidewalk. The Mid Autumn Festival is also about to take place on September 22nd, and grocery stores, restaurants, and billboards around the city are all focused on promoting of the famous “Moon Cakes” and honoring the holiday, which is rooted in celebrating the Goddess of the Moon and the end of the harvest season.

While I know the Lama Temple has undergone several renovations, its inherent function as a lamasery is still the same. And as I wandered around the halls filled with Buddhas of all sizes, (there is even one over 85 feet), this landmark as actually serving as a place of worship became very evident. The monks overseeing each room recited scriptures either from memory or text, providing a consistent, monotone humming as the lyrical background to my visit. I was also in the minority of people not engaging in active worship. Around me, visitors offered incense to the Buddhas and completed intricate prayer rituals. Many went through the prayers in sets of three’s. Others kept it simple with a single up and down motion. Very few people spoke outloud. The temple took on a very reverent feeling, and made me think a lot about ritual, worship, and religion.

I considered myself non-religious, somewhere between Atheism and Agnosticism, throughout high school and college, perhaps more out of laziness than anything. As a child, I only attended “Sunday School” until the age of eight when “Cantonese School” then took over the weekend morning routine. But being at the Lama Temple made me realize just how many people, even in an atheist country such as China, turn to some form of ritual to enhance their daily lives. In the US, we rarely see forms of worship aside from organized religion, except maybe in our weekly yoga class. In China, it’s everywhere. It’s in my readings for class, it’s in the cultural values based in Confucianism, and it’s on the sign hanging on my neighbors’ doors. That being said, this temple is one of very few surviving Tibetan lamaseries in a country that has had a history of religious intolerance. The temple’s use as a genuine place of worship versus a government-sponsored site used to demonstrate China as a country that respects the religious freedom of minorities could be debated. Either way, I thought a lot that day about whether there is a way for anybody, no matter one’s background, to incorporate some aspect of the divine, whether it is simple ancestor worship or full-blown commitment to organized religion, into one’s life in a valuable way. Or do we all already worship something, whether it be divine or not? If it's not divine, is that the same thing as worship?

For those interested in the history of the temple, here is a short summary: The temple was originally the residential palace of Count Yin Zhen, (later known as Yongzheng), who, when he became emperor in 1723, moved to the Forbidden City. Eventually, his second palace was converted into a lamasery that accumulated importance in latter years and became home to legions of monks from Mongolia and Tibet. The temple was closed for a period of time after China’s Civil War in 1949, but managed to escape the destruction of the Red Guards during the Cultural Revolution thanks to Zhou Enlai, who was pioneering an effort to preserve what he could of China’s heritage. It reopened to the public in 1981, and today serves as an active Tibetan Buddhist center.









Monday, September 6, 2010

First Vacation Booked...

... to Manila, Boracay, and Hong Kong, November 1-14!!!!




Friday, September 3, 2010

Photo Update: Week with Mom


Peking duck at Dadong - Zoe, *when* you come...




Visit to Tiananmen and Mao's tomb - I always get chills when I step onto the square. My mom brought up our first trip to China when Quin and I flew kites there one afternoon, and it's actually one of the few memories from my childhood that I remember in detail.




At 798 Art District - A highlight for my mom, and one of my favorite places in the city. We roamed around for about two hours, and only saw a portion of the entire district. Can't wait to go back.




At 798 - Statues can be found everywhere outside of the galleries. It's changed a lot even since the last time I was here in 2008.




Tsinghua University - My walk to class.





IUP Building





Lunch - 13 yuan = $1.90. Love Beijing.





Nanluoguxiang - Ran into these cuties on our walk to Nanluoguxiang, one of my favorite streets in Beijing. The street is a refurbished hutong alley that's been converted into a fashionable area stocked with restaurants, shops, bars, and cafes. These three were air-drying their paintings and playing games outside of their homes.





Cooking class - We learned how to make four delicious Chinese dishes that are not included in my Poh Poh's repertoire. The teacher is originally from Guangzhou, so my mom was excited to use her Cantonese after being left in the dark for the previous week of Mandarin.




The view from my apartment

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Moving in

I have been in Beijing for a week now, and in those seven days, I have: signed my first apartment (in Chinese!), visited three of favorite places in the city, (798 art district, Tiananmen, and Nanluoguxiang), had orientation for IUP, eaten one of the best meals of my life, eaten one of the cheapest meals of my life, taken a cooking class, discovered IKEA Beijing, and made way too many trips to the cell phone store. While it seems like this is the first time I’ve had time to sit down and breathe, I am trying to take everything one step at a time.

I’m living in 五道口,about a ten minute walk from the IUP building. My apartment complex only has singles, and this will be my first time living alone. So far it’s been fine, but I’m glad that I have my friend, Simin, one floor below me. The location is really convenient, with a supermarket right across the street and the subway about fifteen minutes down the road. The apartment hunt was not that bad at all – I looked at five or six different apartments my first day in Beijing and managed to sign this lease within 24 hours of first contacting the agency. I was surprised I was able to negotiate the terms with my agent and landlord, as the first few days in Beijing were a bit of a struggle with the language. I know things will only get easier with time, but I have had some frustrating moments over the past week.

I guess the major barrier I encounter with my speaking is what people expect me to be able to say, given my appearance, and what they get. I am asked the question, “What are you?” in regards to my ethnicity at least once a day. A few cab drivers were very annoyed to find out I am not fully Chinese, nor did I grow up speaking the language – in fact, one driver even kicked my mom and me out of his cab because he refused to take directions to our hotel. (Side note: it seems as though people in Beijing don’t use addresses.) I’ve encountered this attitude in the past, but it still surprises me as the majority of Chinese are over-the-top nice and go out of their way to help. Today, for example, as I was trying to navigate the public bus, one lady would not stop staring at me. After saying hello to her, she asked me where I was going and pointed me in the direction of the correct stop, about a block away. She even followed me down the street and made sure I was taken care of.

At the same time, however, I have felt that I am getting more familiar with Beijing, and that my Chinese is coming back. It’s a really spread out city, so getting from my district to downtown near the second ring road can be anywhere from a 20 minute cab ride with no traffic to over an hour on public transportation. Over the past week, though, I have made this trip a few times, going back and forth from my mom’s hotel room and my new apartment, which has really helped me understand the layout of the city. In fact, I have been asked for directions four times now and been able to correctly respond to three of them!

More pictures and stories from the past week to come – just wanted to give everybody a preliminary update because it’s been so long!

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Back in Beijing

I’m going back! This time for a year – two semesters at Tsinghua University (清华大学), taking Mandarin literature and business focused classes with Inter-University Program (IUP). I want to thank the Richard U. Light Fellowship for making this possible for a second time. I would otherwise not be able to take on this adventure, and I’m beyond excited to do so.

This will be my third time in China, with my last visit being the summer I spent at Beijing Language and Culture University (北京语言大学) with Harvard Beijing Academy during the summer of 2008. The previous posts on this blog are from that summer, and while I treated the blog mostly as a requirement for the Light Fellowship the first time around, I hope to expand more on my life both as a foreigner and as somebody of (half) Chinese decent in modern China this time. At the same time, however, I am a recent college graduate with varied interests. While I hope to draw some insight to the inevitable realms of Chinese politics and business, I will also be sure to report on shopping, sports, music and food!

The Confucius quote up top is, I guess you could say, the lens through which I see China, and my life there, as of now. My previous experiences in this city have been defined mostly by confusion and contradictions – never have I experienced more pleasure and angst, simplicity and difficulty, reception and exclusion, and straightforwardness and ambiguity all at the same time. Many people say that the more time you spend in this country, the less you understand it; I believe this quotation speaks to this truth in many ways, and while I’m still unclear as to which side of the simplicity vs. complicated spectrum I see as my goal, I hope to make some sense of the complexities and contradictions I experience over the next year and gain a new, if not deeper, understanding of Chinese culture in the process of doing so. More on this to come...

Unlike (what seems like) everybody else in Beijing, I have no idea where I will end up after a year at IUP. I have no plans for afterwards, and to be honest, am not even sure what I hope to be doing. I will use this to my advantage, however, and explore and take in everything possible, so please join me for the ride. Feel free to post comments, as I would love your feedback!

Bailey

*For those of you who don’t know me, I recently graduated from Yale University with a B.A. in East Asian Studies. I also spent most of my time there competing for the Yale Track and Field team and participating in the sorority, Kappa Alpha Theta. This will be my third time in China and second time studying in Beijing. I am of half-Chinese decent and originally from the Boston area.